The whole dream

I was riding a bike in an alley at nighttime. I was actually driving before (to Jeremy's) but I had went too far down Eatontown Road, and was in some really shady looking ghetto that does not exist....on Eatontown Road. I was like "time to get the hell outta here," and tried to do a 180, but the car skidded, so I ended up making a left, and going further into this neighborhood. Now I'm on the bike, going down the alley. And dead ahead was a small gang of people walking towards a dumpster. I get up closer to them on my bike, and try to go around the other side of the dumpster, but it was against a building and I could not go around. So I had to pass by these gangsters. I was getting scared, and pretty tense, it looked like they were up to no good (and I have a habit of being accosted by gangs of people in my dream), so I was getting scared. As I pass them on the bike, they somehow whip out a HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGE link chain, and whip it around in the air (as a group effort), and HIT ME WITH THE CHAIN! They hit me so hard that I was just shocked. Not feeling any pain was probably where I remembered that I was dreaming. So I'm looking at these guys wondering if they want my money or something...and I say to myself. "Wait. This is MY Dream. No way is it gonna go down like this." And then I somehow took the chain from them, and proceeded to swing this chain around so beautifully and gracefully, that I kicked all of these guys' butts!!! I either had my eyes closed, or was not looking at them, but as I hit them, they were flying back (kinda like a children's cartoon, or Power Rangers or something), and as quickly as I began the attack, it was over. I was very happy. No way they were going to hit me in my dream. Then after that was when I did some super-ninja pose, and from my hands came an orb (I cannot remember the color, but my impression now that I am awake was that it was RED. I moved my hands and arms in a large circle so that the orb was around me. And then, in a HUGE BOOMING VOICE that I am familiar with, I heard (or said) THE ORB IS WITHIN YOU! while posed like some super-ninja. It was a totally cheesy end, but also very empowering, as this was a lucid dream.

End of a Lucid Dream

THE ORB IS WITHIN YOU (ME)

Oh Loiza...

Talked to Paul on the phone for a while today, haven't talked to him in years, so it was really nice. He moved to Puerto Rico all by himself, unfortunately in a town where things are not so safe, so his safety will be in my thoughts (mucho) from here on out. We are both having hard times right now, but [we're both] happy to be alive, and are rolling with the punches. He says he plans on coming back to the U.S. in about two years, maybe I will visit him this summer...

YESSS!!!!

It's the start of a new life!!!! I finally learned how to make a proper, (almost) professional looking score!!! Skip says he's never seen anyone so excited to make a page of music look good, but this is my LIFE! Now I can make music sound AND look good....all I have to do is make it TASTE AND SMELL AND FEEL GOOD!! Then will come the musical orgasm! MURHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! :O I would post a page of the orchestra piece (Silver Lining) I so made look good, but I haven't managed to learn how to save it as a picture yet...I'll get there, so help me.....

Also I am on the way to setting up a music myspace with much music on it...I just have to edit/clip the files, get more in the recording studio at school....Can't wait until that page is made....Then comes my own WEBSITE!! MURHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Constants

I am Durell
I love the moon
I love to read
I love music

Today!

WHAT A GREAT DAY!!