Happy Day!

Ah! It's my older brother's birthday!!! Another year collected!

I'm not perfect

So I have come to the realization that I, and my past, are all not candy and flowers. Of course, many people have told me many lies that would make me believe that everything is perfect and great, but those lies could not carry themselves out for the duration of my life. I look at myself, and I see a person who has not fulfilled all my hopes and wishes at this point, and can only blame it on myself. I have been lied to in the past, but I CHOSE to believe those lies. I knew they were lies, and I still accepted them as the truth because it was easier than facing the facts. Now I have to face those things I chose to ignore time and time again, and it is rough, but not for a useless purpose. I'm being a bit cryptic, but, details aren't really important. Details only exist as proof to a point, and above is the point.

It's really interesting to be old enough to see how things unfold on a long-term scale.